Hi :) day 2 of blogging and I've managed to find my blog and sign in! So back to work today after a weekend that was much to short :(  On the plus side I managed to have a chat with the DH about life and what I would like in the future and how he sees the future. I really, really would like to extend our family and as selfish as this seems this tops my prayers at the moment (has for a long, long time) Watch this space- many things have to change first.

During our discussions this weekend, my DH asked me to spend less time connected to my laptop( a huge issue I have) and to keep myself motivated keep the home and look after his wonderful provision for me and our children. I came home from work today and did it, I cleaned the house from top to bottom and you know what it felt great, I feel so good to honor my DH in this way! I'm rather a reluctant homemaker at the moment but I hope and pray that in time I shall come to enjoy and embrace this part of my blessed role.

I am determined to become the woman that he deserves and the woman that the Lord has created me to be. I started on my journey well but had a huge wobble and after quitting my job to become a full-time stay at home Mum/wife, I fell into a huge downward spiral and lost sight of my goal and even the Lord for a while :(  Tomorrow I shall tell you dear reader what went wrong, why and where I am now.